Thank you all for your kind words and thoughts. We really do appericate it.

It's been a week, and every day gets a little better. There are still times when I pat a blanket that's on the couch to make sure he's not under it before I sit down. Night time is the worst, when we'd all be in bed snuggling and watching tv. I still can't sleep with my legs straight in bed. I still keep them and wonky angles as if he's still curled behind me knees.